hey, thanks for visiting.

i have always used writing to heal and reach others who might be struggling. i haven’t had a lot to write recently, but starting in july 2022, i’m gonna do a new format where i post my unedited journal writing, that occur at random hours and with no real precursors.

i think my next step in healing, is to be as open and authentic in my journey. i wanna write on the spur of the moment. i want to live and let my writing ebb and flow, just like my mental health journey and healing do over time. so here’s to the next chapter.

xx … thanks for being here.

sun., sept. 4, 2022; 10:12 pm

I HAD THE SHINIEST WHEELS, NOW THEY’RE RUSTING.-TS, not ELIOT, 2020, folklore, this is me trying zero to hero. yet I didn’t ask to be fucking hercules. Has life conditioned me to feel like I have to be strong. yet I’ll never be more than a zero. so… why stop cutting now? stay at zero.

thurs., aug. 25, 2022; 10:02 pm

I think Imissed the gunat the starting line.- Luke Hemmings, 2021WHEN FACING THE THINGS WE TURN AWAY FROM. I don’t know how I’m supposed to get back on track. It’s all I want. —————————————————- + Right now, I know I’m not strong enough to fight it alone. But I don’t want to talk. Because the…

fri., aug. 12, 2022; 12:04 am

“Happiness is an illusion” depression depressing is not synonymous with sadness or disappointing it is not about some silencing it is about awareness stop shaming semen on her blue dress just as there was semen on my khakis. my striped quarter-sleeve Hollister shirt. my comforter. my hair. there was evidence. mine was washed away w/…

sharp pen, thin skin, open heart

T.S. (NOT ELIOT)

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